Today---is Sunday. Sunday is supposed to be the day we go to church. But, thi day for me is different. I went with my parents, sister, and my other relatives to a nature park that is famous here in Davao City. Eden Nature Park to be exact. We should enjoy the place and the beautiful view. But for me, it's different. I feel guilty. Yup!!It's true..I feel so guilty.
When I woke up, my mom told me they will be going to tour my relatives (since they don' live here). When I saw the clock, it's already 10:30 am...so instead of going to church, I preferred to go with them. After I instantly fixed myself, I went downstairs to eat my breakfast. When I checked out the time, it's still quarter to 9! I quickly thought that if changed my decision and go to church, my parents would probably get angry since they waited for me for almost 30 mins. because I told them that I would come witth them. So, I sticked to my first choice- that is to go with them.
While in the car, there are many thoughts that came to my mind like, if I went to the church, I would never see the person that I wanted to see or this tour would probably be totally boring because I don't really know my relatives and my brother is not here (my brother is usually my partner when we go to a place like this). I also realized that I'm starting to feel guilty because of missing the morning service (I can go to the evening service but I wasn't sure if I can come, which totally happened).
And right know, before I sleep, I still feel guilty. I will NEVER choose going to other places during Sundays specially before I can come to church!!!PROMISE!!
